Hello,
First of all, I want to say thank you to everyone for the ,prayers
and replies. Also, I want to appologize in advance if I offend anyone at the use of the word s@cks!
OK chemo S@CKS! It does. Last Wednesday I had my first
treatment. That was the easy part. what has transcended has been terrible. To
my luck I have had every side effect that I possibly can have. And I felt
terrible, physically and emotionally...until today. I needed to get out of the
rut. I finally got out of bed today.
The side effects were awful! Nausea, constipation, body aches everywhere! The
worst were the mouth sores. For 2 days I could barely eat or speak! That is an amazing task, since I have an
opinion about everything. Well, chemo S@CKS!
I am a walking pharmacy! I hate that they keep giving me more medicine to help
me through each side effect. The one good thing is that they have mentioned is that
they will have to adjust all the chemo meds for the next time because of the way
my body has reacted.
Did I mentioned, chemo S@CKS!
I am still in a daze. Is this really happening?
Staying positive. Ha! That s easier said than done. My chispa inside is really
trying. And today is a good day. Craig, my husband and I went for a walk and it felt good.
The cold feels good in my face. I used to like warmth, now cold feels better.
Could it be that I am becoming more of a Wisconsinite. Nah! PuertoRrican at
heart.
Did I mention, CHEMO S@KS!